Thank you for nothing

All this while suffered from migraines, thanks a lot to friends that help me and care for me. I feel so blessed to have you all and I appreciate what you all had done. I REMEMBER THAT FOREVER! =D Nothing important than the support from you all to hold me up when I am sliding downwards. Again, THANKS and I heart you all! Haha. Well, thoughts come and go, nothing stay. I am blurred and I am blur... LOL. Thoughts and feelings so complicated recently, always will get angry due to very little stuff. NO, YOU CANT CONTROL THAT MUCH PEARLY! They grown and they don't need you, they got their own life. Let it go~ Let it go~~  =)

SUFFERING process of migraine

Sunday went KDU work for education fair as usual. While driving, I start feel something pulling on left side of my head. My first though was migraine? Nola also one and half years didn't happen already, so I continue drive towards KDU. Unfortunately, once I reach KDU, dammit!! Its really migraine, pain like shit and suffer like... INDESCRIBABLE! Then luckily called Ling Sze come and pick me up. Thanks a lot babe! Only her know about mine condition and can make me feel comfortable and relief. Sorry for making the guys worrying there but cant do anything to help me. Lol. At last went clinic for injection due to the serious pain. Damn no image because of no strength vomit here and there and rest/sleep here and there. I got no choice. HAIZ.

Thursday planned to buy all the materials and print all the wishes to decorate Ling Sze's room for her 21st birthday celebration. UNFORTUNATELY, migraine attack me again. Haiz. Sad. So, dad bring me go clinic for injection to release and relief the pain.

Friday once wake up at 10am. MIGRAINE attack me AGAIN! Got no choice this time dad sent me go DPC SimeDarby hospital. Went in their emergency for almost 2hours... That process is really really suffering then admitted. Haiz again. Go through all the MRI scan for brain and neck bla... Then forced to pass everything of my plan to Carmen and Eelyn to finish it. Thanks! While all my friends enjoying celebration out there, ME ALONE suffering in the hospital. How sad is that. GOD YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME! No choice Pearly Lim, deserve it. :'(

Saturday reports out, brain nothing no tumors and all. YAY! Butttttt... Neck bone got something wrong. NAY! The behind neck and shoulder bone, one of it deep inside and pressing down the nerve which linked to brain, cause brain high blood pressure and blood vessels cramp, blood cant flow smoothly in brain and cause serious pain. Its hard to explain clearly here. Once i show u all the X-ray and explain face to face is easier. So, rushing the doctor to let me discharge at night. I SUCCESS! Haha...

Sunday feel so happy when I am home. So sad to say that I migraine again. This time I took the medication prepared by doctor and called Dr.Guna to help me to relief the pain. She keep remind me not to get angry and stress, need chillax and breathe. LOL. I need to bear it until Friday to meet another spinal chord specialist. Dr.Guna said she will gave me one week MC to rest, but I don think I need it. Skip one week class will have a lot to catch up. HAIZ and SIGH for my life now.

What else I have to go through? What obstacles god still wanna challenge me? I am tired~  Really really tired... :(

7 MAY - Happy 21st Birthday to ME! Haha...

Happy 21th Birthday to me! Yoohoo… Officially went into an adult world. Don’t know should feel happy or sad. @@ Late update my birthday post due to my laziness and tired. Anyway, later better than don’t right? Hehe. Well, Wednesday afternoon I went sing k at LoudSpeaker KD with my unimates. At first, we plan to sing from 11am-2pm but some of them late come so we extended to 5pm. Crazy enough! @@ Enjoy and had a lot of fun during this sing k session. Hahaha. A must to mention, friend A n B were trying to cross railings on roadside, friend A facilely passed it but friend B get stuck due to his “not thin” body size. Seriously, laugh my ass out wey! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay okay, don’t so bad Pearly! Hehe. Ahemm… Come to the appreciation part, thanks Tarn Sheng for attending this sing k session, thanks Danny for the Adidas tumbler and thanks Vincent for the Sakae Sushi, Bowling and Cake treat.

Adidas bottle from Mr Danny

Adidas t-shirt from Ling Sze

Nike jersey from Eelyn, Carmen, Sharon and Emily

Cow leather bracelet from Yew Xin, Min Hua, Kalye and Wen Ting

Ok let’s talk about the night part. After I fetched them all back KDU, and then I quickly rush back grandma house bath and NAP. I don’t know why once I back home I am dead tired. Around 7.45pm Ling Sze fetches me to Publika and the party begins. Haha. We had our dinner at Ben’s, as tradition birthday song singing part then everyone BYE BYEEEE. I understand, because it is a weekdays so probably most of them have class or wok the next day therefore we can’t have second round. =(  Well, due to everyone include myself also tired so the dinner ended at around 10.30pm. Haha. Oh yea, the scrapbook... I am really surprised on this and feel touched. this is what I want long time ago but just I don't say it out. The 1st birthday scrapbook is made by Xin Yan which make me always take out, flip it, read and recall memories. You don't know how great it feels when you're reading all those notes and your mouth automatically =) HAHAHA. Now i got my 2nd birthday scrapbook with DAMN DAMN DAMN a lot peoples included. Thanks! Besides thanks I really don't know how. Ok, let the pictures talk!

Group photo of the night. WE, US! xD

My superwomen aka organizer! Hehe.

The most valuable thing in my life - Birthday's scrapbook

Anyway, you all know me well that I dont know how to express much on my feelings and appreciation towards you all. Sooooo... Thanks my brotha and sistasss! I Haha! Once again...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY PEARLY LIM!!

No excuses... Keep moving to be a better person Pearly! You can do it! =)

春天里

如果有一天~ 我悄然离去~ 请把我埋在~ 在这春天里~ This song keep replay in my mind since this morning. So much feels for this song. Love it! Haha. Today tumpang Ling Sze's car,I reached KDU at 7.30am and breakfast with Vincent and Danny.  After that we went computer lab play guitar and listen songs until 10am then go office work. =) Ended my work at 12.30pm then ls come and pick me up. Hehe. We had lunch together and accompany her went to see Chinese doctor for her bad stomach condition. Oopsss... HAHA! Then went shopping and she bought me an Adidas t-shirt. Love it and love ya! Hahahaha.

Wokay, countdown an hour to my 21st birthday...
Well, I know... One year older. ==
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! =(

Five Five Two Zero One Four

Got no idea on what to put as title so... Haha.

First of all, Imma came out with my very FIRST own lyrics. Yayyy! Managed to write a whole song lyrics and now still figuring the melody part. Hope I really can successfully compose the song with the help of my partner. Hehe.

Today accidentally went KDU work and my friend told me he wanna go Tropicana City Mall to buy things, so I decided to follow since I also got my personal stuff to do there. Who know he said buy things actually is to buy my birthday present. Lol. I was shocked when he said he went several shops to find jersey for me but he dont dare to buy because scare I dislike the design. Lol. So, today purposely CHEAT me go and choose myself. Once I heard that, I was scolding him... "Are you mad? Jersey so expansive! No need la." He said RM100+ ma, as long you happy and he feel that 21st birthday is very important. Touched. @@ Haha. He even told that he already prepared debit card to pay and ask me no worry about the price. ==''' At last get a Adidas bottle as my 21st birthday gift la. Haha... Thanks a lot Danny!

Feel so great to know new friends through KDU student helpers. No regret of joining this because the environment of working is too awesome. Haha. Besides knowing a lot of good friends, the happiness while working is hard to describe. This is the first time I work until so happy and comfortable. Where to get a job with good pay and come work or go home whenever you want? Where to get a job that you can actually work and chat with whole gang of friends all the time? Where to get a job that you can play games, listening songs and Facebooking while working? KDU student helper can! HAHAHA! Oopss... Well well, I will try to be a responsible worker ok? Appreciate every moment I have now... Thanks! =)

Lastly, a picture of me working in the office! xD

Day 6 of sem break

This few days keep go One Utama shopping, eat, movie and bowling. Haha. First is pre birthday celebration, second is farewell then is just go to kill time. LOL. Spent quite a lot this few days. @@ Time to control Pearly Lim. =)  Changed my guitar string today. Hehe... Thanks m size driver! Haha. Watched Spider Man2 3D today, a not bad movie. Sum up for this few days = saturated! What an adjective... Lol. Well, we know what we did, god's watching, we will either get rebate or revenge. It's all begin with the letter "R". Good luck peeps! Imma watching... ;)

To do list for this holidays :
1. Exercise more
2. Eat clean
3. Touch up guitar skill
4. Produce a lyrics
5. Finish a book

*Hope I can do what I listed   ><

3weeks breaks like FINALLY!!!

Ok, I am too lifeless until I can remember I have a blog AGAIN. =='''
Well, sem break officially started yesterday. Yoohoo~ Realized I am the most free people among all the friends. Dammit... This is so sadddddd... Should figure out a way to keep on improving myself and fulfill all my time. Hng. Actually half of the emotional problems is due to my next semester stuff. I gonna take that freaking fu**ing RESEARCH METHODOLOGY subject. Haiz... Looking on how the seniors suffer and survived from that, I can feel the stress is waving at me. Lol. Plans on and off, I cant take it. Shooooo SICK. Few more days, I gonan feel the same as last year. Deserve it Pearly Lim! Deserve it badass... LOL.

Once in a blue moon

After so long, I came back! Lol.
Sudden remember i still have a blog?! O.O
Time flies, gonna 21 soon. OMG!
Well, life isn't that smooth, same goes to human's~ship.
I am clear with my weakness just dont know how to motivate myself to change.
The goal is there, just I cant push myself to strike it. damnnnnnn
God, please give me a candle to light up the dark road in front of me.
CHANGES... Yes, I NEED CHANGES!

7 May 2013

 19年以来， 一直渴望有个宁静而孤单的生日
今年终于尝试到了
真的不好受
心情低落到负一百

Back to the Town

Alright alright, I know I had been long time didn't update my blog. Well, I should say I am too busy until I don't have time blogging. Haha. Degree sem2 life is not easier, go through a lot of up and down, stress, mood swing, brain collapse and mentally disorder? LOL. It's tortured and suffered me to rushing up bunch of assignments, tests, presentation, debate and exam in that short time. I almost get mad during this sem2. Gosh! Thanks god I passed it with flying colors. Hehe.

Imma having two weeks breaks. Yay!! But then feel kinda lifeless recently, hope time can pass faster as I am excited to start my sem3. Stress, challenges, here I come!! Haha. Frankly speaking, I am very enjoy my Uni life now although I always complain about the stress I went through. Actually I am enjoying solving those big and difficult task. I really learn a lot from that and I feel that I am growing. Haha.

I am glad to have bunch of friends in Uni, at first I still afraid of cant get any friends cause I am not the outstanding people. Thank god it give me lot of new friends that actually help me in difficulties and stay by my side giving me support. Without you all, I wont keep reflecting myself and keep push myself to improve and become a better people. I know sometimes I am stubborn, I just stand still on my own ways own thinking, but I am trying my best to change it ok? Haha. Its shocked me that there's one of my friend forces me to speak English with her. The reason she give is because I gonna study until master, so I have to improve my English. Once I heard it I feel awwww... Haha.

Let 's get into my heart. I learn how to view a things from every different angel, it seriously helps a lot and can clear our mind when making some decision. People just too likes to take things for-granted, I will just stand on every point and tell them about the good and bad side of the problem. But seems it is not welcomed my opinions for them, its just a friendly advice, they treat that you're crapping. Can I just say, mass commer's thinking only mass commer will understand? Outsiders just cant understand my point and keep disagree with it, they didn't even have prove for things they said and don't try to listen to my middle side opinions. I wonder, is it my problem? Their problem? Or i see things more clear as compare to last time? Is it I changed to become more annoying or their have not grown? HAHA! Ok, I will stop by here, lots enough to express. Again, I feel released. =)

*Think out of the box!! Try your best to be the perfect one.*

Before 2012 end

Don't know why really lazy to blog. Haha. So fast my sweet holidays gonna end!! And the year 2012 gonna end too. I am getting older and older. OMG! Gonna be 20years old next year, OMG OMG!! :( Anyways, went Malacca with my college mate during this holidays. Its awesome and thanks much my beloved friends!! I manage to recognize the road in Malacca because I keep sesat. >< We actually didn't plan and go anywhere we want by searching place and guide by gps in car. Haha... Wish next year is a better year for me. Gonna countdown in DPC also, hope to meet you all there. Ciao~

Back to December

I'm officially free!!!!! Ladies and gentlemen, come and date me out! Haha. Finished exam and assignments all, and also done my 1st year 1st sem!! Yay! Having 1 month break now. Holiday mood ON! Hmm... This break I'm not gonna work, so what should I do huh? EXERCISE! Yeap, must be an exercise freak, sweat like mad on this holidays. Wahaha... Yesterday went 42east? (not sure the name) with my collegemate, Sze Wei, Yenny, Jia Win and her friend. Its located at Taman Tun, its KDU's lecture pub. My future lecturer which teach entrepreneurship? Haha... Long time did not touch alcohol le. Yesterday don't know drink what, half cup only, very fast feel VERY dizzy and cant walk in line. Lol. I also paiseh to tell my friend, later they say I so balia. Haha! Shhhhhh.... Waiting for a nice trip with friends, but it seems gonna disappointing me. No people plan any trip out one?! I WANT GO TRIP AH!!! GO OUT STAY 3DAYS 2NIGHT DE TRIP CAN ENJOY GAO GAO WITH FRIENDS! I dont want waste my holidays like that. Hope my wish come true. Hahahaha...

Back in Action!

Suddenly remember I still got a blog. LOL. Time flies~ Enrolled in Bachelor of Communication (Hons) few months. Yeap, maybe until now still got people ask me what you studying now. Haha... Cause I din't really expose to everyone about what I choose in my degree life this time. So fast! I gonna end my degree first year first sem. Had go through every up and down, happy and sad part within this sem. Many unexpected stuff happened and it really take my time and brain juice to solve. Assignments really kills me!! Gonna get mad during the assignments time, sleep few hours in few days. @@ For now, finally I can have a deep breath and relax, a short break to prepare myself in the following exam. OMG! Yea, so soon. Once finished assignments then had to face the bloody hell exam. Its just a week for us to study and prepare. FML! Though we are robot meh? Lol. Luckily, I still got whole bunch of friends/coursemate who support and help me in my degree life. I appreciate it. Thank guys! Haha...
Ohya!! Have a 2days 1night genting trip with the a-level on tomorrow. But dont know what I had no feel at all. No excited feel. So weird la me. Lol. They are leaving us! Graduated! Good luck in your future! I will miss you all.
 Anyway, wish me luck in exam. All the best for me. =)

Back!

Last few days SOME unhappy, really disappointed things happen but just forget it. Not worth cause of those fucking aunty and affected my mood. Chill Pearly!! Hope my parents could understand it. =)

WELL, Monday went ice skating at Sunway Pyramid with Chris, Fab, Walter, Joel, Jk, Tm, Yap, Emily, Joey, Carmen HENG and Ls. First time go for ice skating. Haha!! Funny but not really fun for me because I keep fall and don't know how to skate. Ohya! Meet Carmen's collegemate, Beng Guan?? So sorry to Chris, Yap and him because they keep tech me but I still don't know how to skate. Haha... Leg damn tired after the bored skating. @@ After skate we went Sushi Zanmai dinner, then Carmen, Ls and me back first and others continue with bowling and pool.

Tuesday I went KDU because of too boring to stay at  house. Hehe... Jiuan, Jetkee, Carmen TAN and me went breakfast dim sum at "Jing Xuan". Expansive but nice food there and our lecturer treat us for that. Thanks! Haha... As same as Wednesday I went back KDU again with Carmen because wanna have a look on people those who resit. *Ge po ji* We go give them support lar!! Haha...

Today, went in and out, here and there with dad. Buy lots of healthy food for keep fir and building. Hehehe.... Looking forward to tomorrow's jogging and gym section with Michelle Wong. xD

PAIN

Oh my god~! Muscle pain suffered me since yesterday. I almost can't withstand it le, its super pain. The level of pain is unexpected! God, help me~ A bit regret of work out too over on Monday as a beginner. Nobody tell me huh? No advice huh? Then own suffer lor. Sigh. Today went Manjalara park again with Christine. I just go for a WALK, cant jog n exercise there. I tried, I really can't. So disappointed on myself for can't bear of the pain. When I force myself to do it, its super pain until my tears gonna out. Lol. No lie, its unexpected pain. But then after this only heard some advice from some people that beginner first time work out sure VERY pain and should wait until the pain recover only can continue. O.o Sad me~ Like that how to achiev my goal?? Lol.

Fire burned

Feel so lifeless nowadays, bored until brain a bit blur already. Last Friday went Manjalara park jogging with Carmen Heng. Hehe. Thanks for willing accompany me!! During thie 2months+ break I had a some plan for myself to keep FIT? Haha. Hmm...

And Satirday!!!! Went movie with Ls at tesco... What we watch??
tada dala dala datdat tada dala dala datdat circus dat dat circus datdat...

 Hahahaha... Yea, we watched Madagascar3

From now onwards, every Monday, Wednesday and Friday I will go for jogging and gym, while Saturday is badminton. Wahaha. Don't know why feel very motivated to go for all that. Hope it is not 3min heat. Haha. Anyways, i do success in my plan. Today went Manjalara jogging n gym for second time. Then still go Ls house for Wii yoga. Super duper tired, exhausted! Pray hard tomorrow my whole body wont muscle pain so that I can continue my plan on Wednesday. Hehe.

Invisible tears

Thursday after our last exam straight all go out play gao gao!! xD Me and Jiuan go cut hair then only go back fetch them. Hehe. Yea, new hair cut for us.  Hmm... Go Sunway Pyramid shopping, thanks Jiuan fetch us as I don't know the ways. (Feel guilty being a KL kia don't know most of the KL road and sorry for weak in recognize road) We lunch at Sakae Sushi then shopping keep walk, leg muscle pain until today. Lol. Unfortunately, before we back Maeve lost her camera. Omg! Luckily we manage to found it at last. Thx god~ =)

Around 7pm went buffet steamboat with LOVELY college mate as last gathering? Sniff sniff... All busy take picture as memory until not free to eat like that. Haha. After that we went LIBRARY, its a pub name. Play a dice game taught by Maeve, quite fun and I love the environment there. Hehe. Then go for pool? Then what happen I don't know le, memory lost. Haha. Thanks for who take care of me during I drunk that time. >< Overnight at Carmen them's place. Around 4.30am only sleep oh. @.@ Then 11pm wake up have Dimsum together as brunch. I FEEL GOOD!! =)

Today purposely went brunch again with them. Cause I really not willing to leave you all. Wont let go any chances of meeting up you all. Haha... I just don't know why I feel very sad! Tears dropping without anyone realise. Seriously, complicated feel which I haven face before. Sniff sniff... Sigh. Stupid Pearly Lim!! Wake up!! Don't so sampat liao!! Sorry that I can't control my sadness... Haiz.

Anyways, have a lots of fun this two days, those memories keep appear as video clip on my mind. Precious moment when be with you all, very sad to face that we graduated and separated into different place. I'm here to apologize, sorry if I done anything wrong or you all dislike among this whole year. Good luck for your future, wish you all success in life, keep in touch!! I will miss you all FSB01-711... =''(

Here's come again

Wanna blog but lazy and no mood to type much. Haiz... I feel very down and sad for a reason that myself also cant accept. Lol... I just can't face the fact! Sigh... I will miss you all. =)

For you all... :'(

Sorry for being long time didn’t update my blog. This few months busy for college life? It’s enjoying until I lazy to update blog. Haha… Time passed super-fast, it’s almost a year and I finished my foundation SOON. (after next week)

Time flies, today is the last day of my class. I sudden think back the first day I step in KDU and know new friendssss. Now, I’m leaving.  NO! We all are leaving, separate… Lol… Sigh. It’s too fast la, I don’t want to leave them. Although know them not very long, but don’t know why the friendship can deeper than friends that you know since secondary school. Maybe because of the time we meet or spend together a lot? Seriously, I meet my college mate more than my family lor. @.@

As tradition, last day of school sure everyone busy snapping photo there. =)  We exactly do this since yesterday. Lol… Hmm… Although some unhappy things keep happened among this whole foundation, but just ignore it ok? Nobody is perfect, we all are friends! Duh! Its just like virus spreading around. Lol… Anyways, I will always remember the day we fooling and laughing around. Talking craps all the way in class, play draw my things or facebooking with phone while having class. =P And also a memorable Genting trip, no its awesome trip! Haha…

Of cause not to forget the a-level’s… Although we not same course but we can still mixing, joking, crapping, chatting and TEASING around. Thanks for always lunch with me and take care of my friend. Haha…

So, hope to meet you all in future, keep in touch.

Thanks for your appearance which brighten up my pre-u college life.

Appreciate what you all had done to me!

Good luck in your exam!

All the best for your future!

I will miss you all!

=)(=

Friends are like water, it appear everywhere. But we can’t survive without any drop of it.

Foundation in Business

A level Science

Randomly

Today did things that I never do long time before which is go Ling Sze's house study and do homework. Say until so nice, homework got do dao meh?? Lol... Hehe... Around 6.30pm, went Klang dinner with family, ate many seafood. Yummy~! Then went I city, an awesome place. Haha... Fun and a nice place to took pictures. Almost like fun fair? Got things to play but RM50 per person. Its resonable price la, unlimited play all ma. Haha...

Feb2
Having badminton selection with Eryn, Minh, Jiuan and Kevin. Just go for fun only la, so many pro there. Haha... After that rush to Constance house to celebrate Jia Huey, Peter and Kevin's birthday. We having BBQ and got 4 birthday cakes. Geng lerh? Haha... Seriously and honestly, the chciken wings that night is the best compare to what I ate before. Hehe...

Feb1
I drive Lalitha, Harjashen go Ling Sze's dad office. Hmm... First time drive so far at Shah Alam there? We went there because her dad have what celebration "hoi gong zao". Eat and watch lion dance, its different style, drunk lian dance. Haha... After that fetch them back kdu then only me and Ling Sze back house.

Many unexpected things happen this few days but I feel great with it. Thanks and I appreciate it. :)