讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！

Haiz... 今天上到一半课，就call爸爸来载我回外婆家。:(
那个乌龟王八蛋该死惹人讨厌难顶的“偏头痛”又来探望我啦！！
真的很生气！！人家我要上add math课咧！！跟我头痛！！！
讨厌！！几久没有将痛过了！！现在又来！！是很痛超痛那种！
平常小痛都不计较了！这次这种大痛真的是久久一次够折磨我了！
没吃错东西，又没喝错东西！不懂为什么无端端又来痛！！Tmd！
真的是啊！！！气死我了！！！好痛苦啊！！配那种痛折磨！！
很痛很痛！真的很痛！！要命的痛！！痛到视觉模糊！痛到头晕！
痛到想呕！痛到流泪！痛到全身没力+发抖+发冷！痛到冒冷汗！
痛到呼吸困难！痛到心跳加速！！有够痛苦的！！我的天啊！！
我没有夸张！是真的！！我愿意用我的任何东西来换掉这种痛。
好不容易回到外婆家，就快把校服换掉，然后搽风油睡觉。
一直在流汗，但是又很冷哦。我冷到顶不顺跑去舅舅房睡咯。
没开冷气，没开风扇，灯当然不开。 @.@.... 还觉得冷！
结果就盖被睡！好笑咯，没开风扇冷气我都还可以盖被睡觉。
大约睡了两个小时，头还很痛，忍不住了到厕所呕吐。 :(
过后整个人完全没力躺在沙发上又睡了一小时。够力到....
起来时整个人脚软，没力气讲话，呼吸微弱，保持沉默。
外婆一直很紧张，假假跟我讲话看我有没有晕去。@.@...
过后，喝了舅舅给的不懂什么饮料，整个人就精神了。
就赶快去冲凉吃饭！正个人便精神爽快，active起来了。XD
也能从外婆脸上看出她松了一口气的笑容。哈哈....
还有啊，刚刚Ms.Ng打来，很开心将跟我说她找到屋子组了。
她吩咐我帮忙找学生补习，Form1-Form5的都要。XD
从五月一号开始...... 还有，要通知Mich她们。 Xp
哈哈哈哈...以后我们可以放学后直接走路去补习了。Yeah!

Half way? or Wrong way?

Feel tht everything I had plan r jz in half way...
Hmm... Feel tht wat I plan n think cant reach...XD
Aiya, duno hw 2 describe la... It's mystery+secret.
=.=lll Duno hw 2 continue dy... XD XD X.X Xp
Watever... Very tired all the day ah!!!! Argh~~~
Feel tht nt enough time 4 me 24hour per day...Xp
Haiz... Many homework do. Seem lik wont finish de.
Help~~ I'm tired... Baterry low dy!! Hahaha....
Can I stop down n return 2 my playful life? No!!
Cant!!Cant think lik tht!!Pls!! SPM cuming...Xp
~.~ My god!! It's realy near la... Ard 7month~
Lolx... Yor!! Duno after tht wat'll I do...
Hehe... Got 2 do sumthing!! Gonna study hard!!
Bt can?! Huh?! Realy can control ah?! XD
Actually every1 oso hope gt gud result de.
Its depands on thy gt take action 2 improve in study or nt.
Hmm...... .... .... .... ...
Wa! Wat I 1na say at here?! Wat I mean?! Wat I'm....
Aiya... Dun bother le, watever...
Feel very hyper slpy till duno wat I'm typing...Xp
Cant even c clear the monitor... ~.~ Go sleep...
Ladies n gentelman... Eh, nope...XD
Girls n Guys... Good night~~

Realy WeIrD...... =.=lll

2day gt Rukun meeting, after tht stay back till 6.45pm.
Cz no ppl fetch +1na play +dun feel lik 1 back hse early.
Nola, after meeting I stil gt things do de la!! XD
Do Rukun's board wif Sweet. It's damn hot man!!! Grr~~~
V at d place paste those things 2 board til whole body sweat.
Sumore, Thx Yan 4 hlping us although she's nt rukun member.
Btr than some!! Is Rukun's member bt din hlp anything!! WTH!
Aiya!! Watever la!! Yor!! Sumthing make me shock 2day...XD
After d board things, v go library. A guy duno wat's his name
Gt saw b4, bt oso can say as nt realy knw him lar! Wat The...
He use his dirty hand full of dust touch our face!! Washeh...
Me oso kena wei! Is good la, such a can ply de ppl, bt y me?!
I nt very knw him wat... Bt watever, can mix in play dy ok! XD
Abt 4pm Yan them back. Leave me n 2 affirmation stay 2gether d ppl.
Haiz... Y did I do tht?! Stay 2gether till 6.45pm. Sot plug u!
Hw senseless me...>< Wasting time 4 such c2pid things!! XD
Hmm.... 2day do sumthing tht out of myself control, =.=lll
Bt jz cant tahan dy lar! Haiz... Me so k 4 wat?! N.O.M.B la!
Pearly, u jz lik 2 do things tht troublesome ppl n kacau ppl!
Gonna 2 switch off my mind 4 those N.O.M.B things!! Xp
Watever la, tht's jz me. My style. I oso cant control myself.
At here 2 special thx Chee Kuan...XD Lolx... thx la, 4 acc me.
Although u'r nt feeling wel bt stil specially stay back 4 me.
U knw I'll b borin n ngong gui alone at thr, so u decide....
Accompany me hv lunch! Realy thx!! Tht's wat v called friend!
I realy found back d feel same type wif Ehsan's sch friends.
Although u'r nt d fren I alwys b wif, bt u can hlp me much.
When I gt trouble, u sure hlp. Ofcz I'll hlp back if u need.
Haha... U try 2 do d things tht own me benefits. @.@...
It's realy ntg worry when talk wif u. No nid control de. XD
U realy use ur heart 2 make friends. Yer~ Dun say til so geli.
I jz voice out wat I think nia~ Hey, dun b too hapi 2 c tis ah.
I knw u gt read my blog de. Dun perasan ah, Tan Chee Kuan!!
Hahahaha..... Anyway, gtg... Tht's all 4 2day...Nitez...^^

Help!! I gonna burst!!!!!

Gonna burst?! U tot u'r red blood cell meh?! XD Xp
Haiz! My God!! Very sad! Very sad!! Very sad ah!!! Argh!!!
Grr!!!! Wat the H!!!! Wat the F!!! Wat's the pro huh?!!
Wat happen 2 me?! Y sudden so many c2pid things kacau me?!
Y alwys cant jz dun think abt it n make myself happy?!!
Y gt those C2pid boresome n tiresome things around me?!
I feel very tired n sienz...Dun feel lik 1na think abt it.
Y wat I had plan cant achive?! Y my suggestion no1 agree?!
Y I cant make my own decision?! Y cant listen 2 me?!!
Y cant humour me?!! Cant juz discuss properly?!! Hng!!!
I jz 1na a listener... Is tht hard?!!! No1 can hlp me?!!
Useless!! A human without blood circulatory system!!!
Means WOOD!!!! Wont gv some respond 2 me de WOOD!!! X.X
Y u all lik tht?! 1NA DISCUSS HW 2 SOLVE SOME PRO OSO CANT!
Well!!! 2day gt those college pameran?! Watever....Xp
Sumting attract me!! Hehe... It's game college. Washeh!!XD
Din heard b4 lerh!! Such a good...... Hmm.... Erm....
Sudden Pn.Rossidah came n say. Aiyo, Pearly! Kamu minat ni ke?!
Tak boleh lah, kamu bla bla bla~ Tidak sepatut bla bla bla~
I stunt... O.O I din say I 1na.... Jz feel fun n go c nia~~~
Cant go investigate c de meh?! Watla, Haiya! XD
Bt, bside all abt music, I had found others tht I interested.
It's animation n multimedia design!! Hahaha.... Quite cool.
Hmm... Nw duno hw. Wat shld I do 4 my future?! Haiz....
After SPM hw?! Study wat?! Buisness Management? Account?
Animation? Multimedia Design? Or back to those science....
Hmm.... Try 2 discuss wif family, bt no1 bother me.
Wat the.... Then sienz lor.... Discuss wif grandma...@.@
She duno anythings wat.... Yer!! I realy lost....Xp
Gonna 2 be hot temper..... My life r geting hard.....

WeIrD mE..... ...

Argh1!!! 2mw start sch as normal... Sienz...
Din feel lik 1 go sch, bt I stil wil go. Xp
Hey, wat M I talking abt?! Wat did I mean?!
Aiya, duno ah! Recently duno wat I'm thinking.
Duno wat I wan, juz hard 2 voice out. Haiz!
Lifeless wei...Xp Feel sienz this few day...
Feel lik 1na chat wif any1 bt duno wat 2 chat.
@.@...Sienz...Realy borin...Jz hard 2 describe.
I jz 1na find sum1 2 chat!!!! It's tht hard?!!
Y sudden 1 ppl chat wif u?! Duno, jz a feeling.
Haha...Less talk I'll die 1 ah!! Lolx...Jk...
Crazy liao!!Wat's d pro wif me?! Lost control.
Wat's my feel right nw?! Y feel so weird nw?!
Feel lik very blur, borin, sienz n bla bla~~~
Wan sot jor... Omg.... Ah!!!!! Argh!!!!! Haiz!
Nw, gonna go bath n watch TV...XD

Sok Teng 生日派对......

刚从Sok Teng生日派对回来。很sienz下，人很少。><
全部又很早回家，很down，没个high得起来。@.@...
就只有我们那桌最吵咯...应该~ 一开始sum仔在都还好。
过后他们一gang男生走了，去Alibaba打机wor...~.~
我们就sienz下来了。我和MK就一直zat人咯。太闷了Xp
Yi Jun 和 Chen Hui就是受害者。哇哈哈...爽到~~
Anyway, SOK TENG,生日快乐！！！！！！

过后就没什么特别讲了。嘻嘻.....
还有，moderm 战时拿回了。XD XD XD Xp....
哎呀，不懂要写什么了，就这样。

我
很
sienz
啊
！

有
谁
来
跟
我
聊
天
？
！

充满疑问+气暴的烦恼......

星期三像平常一样的心情回家。回到家，眼睛第一瞄到的是moderm不见了。
就没得上网了！我的天啊！！我每天就只有那短短的一小时娱乐时间都没了！
我立刻火山爆发+怒火上升，从原本人类正常的37'体温升至100'沸腾点！！
王八蛋！！搞什么鬼啊？！又发什么神经啊？！没收来搞啊？！哪边得罪你？！
当时真的是有够火的！简直有点想杀人的冲动啊！想起要坐牢就打消念头。XD
没那么夸张啦！就只是想把某人剁成肉酱而已...（更夸张）喂，表乱讲！Xp
真的啦！当时真的很很很很很很很很很+恨恨恨恨恨够力西北生气！还好....
我的自制能力还不错，忍住了。XD 过后我就一句话也没有说，懒惰问原因！
反正你也不会回答我的！你哑的！每次问你东西都不太会理我的！懒惰鸟你！
爱自作主张！八卦！爱插手来搞乱我的事！做任何事情都没有原因的！讨厌~
就像转校！我等原因都等几年了？！还没给到我一个合理+我接受的理由！！
难道真的是父母大完吗？！我不是人吗？！我没人权？！就永远受控制？！
我快受不了了！我真的很辛苦！你搞得我不想回家面对你！因为你令我讨厌！
我在学校有东西烦，问你们意见，没个人理我！处处跟我意见不和！晚耶啊？！
算了！！何必将介意！！Pearly Lim！把心思放在真正帮到自己的人身上！
都是我外婆好！我阿姨好！我舅舅好！我爸爸偶尔好！我一些朋友好！Xp
现在我都是靠舅舅的laptop来上网的。不然，我会疯掉，一天没上网，要我命！
在现今的社会，怎么可以少了电脑上网。上网简直是我的生命！我的娱乐地！
跟人交流的地方！我消遣的地方！紧系友谊的地方！善于利用时间的地方！Xp
Haiz... 算吧！事实就是事实！没得改变一切！忍忍吧~~ 你快自由了~~
By the way, 真的很谢谢我舅舅，无条件+很乐意的让我用他laptop上网。
你救了我！哈哈哈哈....
Skip.......
学校考试就在昨天结束了。哈哈哈...别开心得将早先！听说~5月17还有考试。
@.@... 我晕~~~~ 而且还要是full paper那种！无言~~~~
还有，明天本来plan去1Utama的，怎知某些原因取消了。是有点生气得~~
早讲有将的改变吗！早知道我就跟别gang朋友另安排节目！我欠他们很旧了的~
哎哟！算啦！能怎样？！看开点！别小气啦Pearly Lim！她们是你的朋友！
好了要回家了，就写到这。拜~~~

bad CHEM EXAM......

2day exam chem paper2 n paper1 n PJK... @.@
It's ok la esei ques, bt structure ques can kil me.
Watever la, who ask me lazy 2 study! Deserve it!
2moro is phy paper2 n paper1. Among this exam...
Tis is d 1st sub I gt study...Xp Very good mood~
Haha... Duno y la, jz feel hapi 2day...XD XD XD
So, decide 2 study lor, bt I jz study F4 chp3 nia~
I fail 2 control my patient study until finish...
=.='' In conclude, I hv study ntg...@.@ :(
Stil gt many 2 study wei... So, jz 4gt abt it...
Come on9, bloging watch TV btr...XD (Useless ppl)
Anyway after 2moro I'm less stress n more free...XD
Cuz Wed is PHY paper3 n Thurs is P.Moral...Haha...
I din k abt it... >< Finally exam 1 finish jo....
Damn happy! Bt stil gt SPM wei~ Realy hate exam tht time.
Cuz its make me stress, nt enough slp, no mood, sienz...
2moro gt stay back cuz of sum personal things hv 2 solve.
Kinda special things la... I oso can't imagiine....XD
Haiz...Bcum spy...Lolx...It's secret, cant tld wat happen.
Hahahahahahaha......... Aiya.... Watever... No1 k abt it!
Slpy dy.... Evry1 gud9 n all the best 4 2moro.

Back to 华语....Xp

一转眼，一眨眼，一瞬间，时间飞逝...考试只剩四天！XD
只需再受多四天，96小时，5760分钟，345600秒 的折磨。
我以为明天考phy，怎知错！是考chem啦！Blur掉~ =.=
等下去逛，去剪头发，还要特地到外婆家拿chem书回家读。
Sienz...讲拿书回家读罢了，都不懂是否可以实现。Xp
闷了啦~ 考了将多天，哪还可以focus+有mood读。><''
“I like the way I cant keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didnt notice
I hear the words but all I can think is...”
嘿！回来~讲讲下跑去联想到Taylor Swift的歌tim..XD
Haiz...还有几件烦人的事。其实是烦我罢了...>< Xp
星期二math补习，有点不想去。将迟才来补？！对~~
哈哈...但，算啦！1小时，很快过得啦...忍下啦...Xp
为了SPM 能怎样？！哈哈...WaSheh!会担心SPM了wor！
很sienz下咯，差不多每天的活动都排到满满的。 :(
迟些还要补买BM，BI和SEJ... Haiz...我的天啊~~~
如果是真的话，我就忙翻了！基本上剩星期一，日得空。
不知该说是昨晚还是刚刚睡觉时发了个瞒特别的梦。
很特别，很奇怪，很不可能，很好笑下，也瞒荒谬下。
"I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when..."
Grr~ 够了啦！又来！玩不闷噢？！哈哈...Xp ><''
整个梦里离奇复杂，由几段故事组成。毫无连接性...XD
所以.... 请看VCR! ........ =.=lll 好啦！
在本人脑海中的某一角，模糊印象中~~ 故事是将的...
如此如此，这般这般... O.O >整gang补习朋友上云顶三天两页游。分为两辆车上。
我的车栽满很多行李，Cat和Mich。望车后镜发现....
Cat和Mich她们不见了,行李数量不断增加...(忘记了)
跳画面到云顶酒店，她们竟然全部到齐在房了。@.@..
我掀起一件不懂谁放在桌上的Jacket......
有两个人从pocket那边走出来噢。我傻眼~~ XD
又跳画面到家，我的房间。整间房黑黑，电视开着。
有点害怕的感觉~~ 因为电视播着wrong turn。
突然发现我的床--有人。当时很怕~~ 到心跳加速。
翻开被单发现XXXXXXXX在那看电视。她还问我做么。
我stunt+傻眼~~~ 过后就醒了....XD
就将，我要闪人了，去吃午餐。 :)
明天chem考试，各位加油！

Bla~~ Bla~~ Bla~~~

2day is Bio paper3 n Chem paper3 exam....XD
Overall it's ok. Bt I think chem r nt... :(
Bio is easy cause gt read it, bt chem din hv.
Watever la! Chem stil gt paper1&2 2 balance.
Lolx...2day sum fun things happen in my class.
1st exam 4 2day is Sivik ma, no1 k abt it..Xp
All of us BC study Bio only...@.@
V all finish sivik in short time, ard 15-20min.
After tht whole class was so quiet... XD Xp
Seldom gt this things happen in my class lerh.
Knw wat r v doin?! V all r slping~~ Haha....
It's real! All diam diam slp thr...Peace~~ XD
Til exam Bio tht time only v bcum normal...Xp
Sienz...2moro sejarah!!! My worst subjek...XD
Gt study a bit... Realy jz a bit nia~~ Xp
Dun k... Too sienz dy, exam so looooong...XD
I mean d exam time last for 3 weeks. Sienz!
2day was great, no nid auntie bas fetch back.
I'm gona crazy of it alwys 2.20pm reach hse.
Sit in d bas 1hour++... Sienz! Waste time!
Thx 2 Christine's "other half"...Lolx...
Thx Ck fetch me back...1.40pm dy reach hse.
It's good! Haha... Thx... thx much.... XD
Oops!! Feel tired dy.. Gona slp nw...Xp
Goodluck every1~~~




p/s:I fel sienz when think abt u.
I'm trying 2 let u disapper in my brain.