After so long, I came back! Lol.
Sudden remember i still have a blog?! O.O
Time flies, gonna 21 soon. OMG!
Well, life isn't that smooth, same goes to human's~ship.
I am clear with my weakness just dont know how to motivate myself to change.
The goal is there, just I cant push myself to strike it. damnnnnnn
God, please give me a candle to light up the dark road in front of me.
CHANGES... Yes, I NEED CHANGES!
Alright alright, I know I had been long time didn't update my blog. Well, I should say I am too busy until I don't have time blogging. Haha. Degree sem2 life is not easier, go through a lot of up and down, stress, mood swing, brain collapse and mentally disorder? LOL. It's tortured and suffered me to rushing up bunch of assignments, tests, presentation, debate and exam in that short time. I almost get mad during this sem2. Gosh! Thanks god I passed it with flying colors. Hehe.
Imma having two weeks breaks. Yay!! But then feel kinda lifeless recently, hope time can pass faster as I am excited to start my sem3. Stress, challenges, here I come!! Haha. Frankly speaking, I am very enjoy my Uni life now although I always complain about the stress I went through. Actually I am enjoying solving those big and difficult task. I really learn a lot from that and I feel that I am growing. Haha.
I am glad to have bunch of friends in Uni, at first I still afraid of cant get any friends cause I am not the outstanding people. Thank god it give me lot of new friends that actually help me in difficulties and stay by my side giving me support. Without you all, I wont keep reflecting myself and keep push myself to improve and become a better people. I know sometimes I am stubborn, I just stand still on my own ways own thinking, but I am trying my best to change it ok? Haha. Its shocked me that there's one of my friend forces me to speak English with her. The reason she give is because I gonna study until master, so I have to improve my English. Once I heard it I feel awwww... Haha.
Let 's get into my heart. I learn how to view a things from every different angel, it seriously helps a lot and can clear our mind when making some decision. People just too likes to take things for-granted, I will just stand on every point and tell them about the good and bad side of the problem. But seems it is not welcomed my opinions for them, its just a friendly advice, they treat that you're crapping. Can I just say, mass commer's thinking only mass commer will understand? Outsiders just cant understand my point and keep disagree with it, they didn't even have prove for things they said and don't try to listen to my middle side opinions. I wonder, is it my problem? Their problem? Or i see things more clear as compare to last time? Is it I changed to become more annoying or their have not grown? HAHA! Ok, I will stop by here, lots enough to express. Again, I feel released. =)
*Think out of the box!! Try your best to be the perfect one.*
Don't know why really lazy to blog. Haha. So fast my sweet holidays gonna end!! And the year 2012 gonna end too. I am getting older and older. OMG! Gonna be 20years old next year, OMG OMG!! :( Anyways, went Malacca with my college mate during this holidays. Its awesome and thanks much my beloved friends!! I manage to recognize the road in Malacca because I keep sesat. >< We actually didn't plan and go anywhere we want by searching place and guide by gps in car. Haha... Wish next year is a better year for me. Gonna countdown in DPC also, hope to meet you all there. Ciao~
I'm officially free!!!!! Ladies and gentlemen, come and date me out! Haha. Finished exam and assignments all, and also done my 1st year 1st sem!! Yay! Having 1 month break now. Holiday mood ON! Hmm... This break I'm not gonna work, so what should I do huh? EXERCISE! Yeap, must be an exercise freak, sweat like mad on this holidays. Wahaha... Yesterday went 42east? (not sure the name) with my collegemate, Sze Wei, Yenny, Jia Win and her friend. Its located at Taman Tun, its KDU's lecture pub. My future lecturer which teach entrepreneurship? Haha... Long time did not touch alcohol le. Yesterday don't know drink what, half cup only, very fast feel VERY dizzy and cant walk in line. Lol. I also paiseh to tell my friend, later they say I so balia. Haha! Shhhhhh.... Waiting for a nice trip with friends, but it seems gonna disappointing me. No people plan any trip out one?! I WANT GO TRIP AH!!! GO OUT STAY 3DAYS 2NIGHT DE TRIP CAN ENJOY GAO GAO WITH FRIENDS! I dont want waste my holidays like that. Hope my wish come true. Hahahaha...
Suddenly remember I still got a blog. LOL. Time flies~ Enrolled in Bachelor of Communication (Hons) few months. Yeap, maybe until now still got people ask me what you studying now. Haha... Cause I din't really expose to everyone about what I choose in my degree life this time. So fast! I gonna end my degree first year first sem. Had go through every up and down, happy and sad part within this sem. Many unexpected stuff happened and it really take my time and brain juice to solve. Assignments really kills me!! Gonna get mad during the assignments time, sleep few hours in few days. @@ For now, finally I can have a deep breath and relax, a short break to prepare myself in the following exam. OMG! Yea, so soon. Once finished assignments then had to face the bloody hell exam. Its just a week for us to study and prepare. FML! Though we are robot meh? Lol. Luckily, I still got whole bunch of friends/coursemate who support and help me in my degree life. I appreciate it. Thank guys! Haha...
Ohya!! Have a 2days 1night genting trip with the a-level on tomorrow. But dont know what I had no feel at all. No excited feel. So weird la me. Lol. They are leaving us! Graduated! Good luck in your future! I will miss you all.
Anyway, wish me luck in exam. All the best for me. =)
Last few days SOME unhappy, really disappointed things happen but just forget it. Not worth cause of those fucking aunty and affected my mood. Chill Pearly!! Hope my parents could understand it. =)
WELL, Monday went ice skating at Sunway Pyramid with Chris, Fab, Walter, Joel, Jk, Tm, Yap, Emily, Joey, Carmen HENG and Ls. First time go for ice skating. Haha!! Funny but not really fun for me because I keep fall and don't know how to skate. Ohya! Meet Carmen's collegemate, Beng Guan?? So sorry to Chris, Yap and him because they keep tech me but I still don't know how to skate. Haha... Leg damn tired after the bored skating. @@ After skate we went Sushi Zanmai dinner, then Carmen, Ls and me back first and others continue with bowling and pool.
Tuesday I went KDU because of too boring to stay at house. Hehe... Jiuan, Jetkee, Carmen TAN and me went breakfast dim sum at "Jing Xuan". Expansive but nice food there and our lecturer treat us for that. Thanks! Haha... As same as Wednesday I went back KDU again with Carmen because wanna have a look on people those who resit. *Ge po ji* We go give them support lar!! Haha...
Today, went in and out, here and there with dad. Buy lots of healthy food for keep fir and building. Hehehe.... Looking forward to tomorrow's jogging and gym section with Michelle Wong. xD
Oh my god~! Muscle pain suffered me since yesterday. I almost can't withstand it le, its super pain. The level of pain is unexpected! God, help me~ A bit regret of work out too over on Monday as a beginner. Nobody tell me huh? No advice huh? Then own suffer lor. Sigh. Today went Manjalara park again with Christine. I just go for a WALK, cant jog n exercise there. I tried, I really can't. So disappointed on myself for can't bear of the pain. When I force myself to do it, its super pain until my tears gonna out. Lol. No lie, its unexpected pain. But then after this only heard some advice from some people that beginner first time work out sure VERY pain and should wait until the pain recover only can continue. O.o Sad me~ Like that how to achiev my goal?? Lol.
Feel so lifeless nowadays, bored until brain a bit blur already. Last Friday went Manjalara park jogging with Carmen Heng. Hehe. Thanks for willing accompany me!! During thie 2months+ break I had a some plan for myself to keep FIT? Haha. Hmm...
And Satirday!!!! Went movie with Ls at tesco... What we watch??
tada dala dala datdat tada dala dala datdat circus dat dat circus datdat...
Thursday after our last exam straight all go out play gao gao!! xD Me and Jiuan go cut hair then only go back fetch them. Hehe. Yea, new hair cut for us. Hmm... Go Sunway Pyramid shopping, thanks Jiuan fetch us as I don't know the ways. (Feel guilty being a KL kia don't know most of the KL road and sorry for weak in recognize road) We lunch at Sakae Sushi then shopping keep walk, leg muscle pain until today. Lol. Unfortunately, before we back Maeve lost her camera. Omg! Luckily we manage to found it at last. Thx god~ =)
Around 7pm went buffet steamboat with LOVELY college mate as last gathering? Sniff sniff... All busy take picture as memory until not free to eat like that. Haha. After that we went LIBRARY, its a pub name. Play a dice game taught by Maeve, quite fun and I love the environment there. Hehe. Then go for pool? Then what happen I don't know le, memory lost. Haha. Thanks for who take care of me during I drunk that time. >< Overnight at Carmen them's place. Around 4.30am only sleep oh. @.@ Then 11pm wake up have Dimsum together as brunch. I FEEL GOOD!! =)
Today purposely went brunch again with them. Cause I really not willing to leave you all. Wont let go any chances of meeting up you all. Haha... I just don't know why I feel very sad! Tears dropping without anyone realise. Seriously, complicated feel which I haven face before. Sniff sniff... Sigh. Stupid Pearly Lim!! Wake up!! Don't so sampat liao!! Sorry that I can't control my sadness... Haiz.
Anyways, have a lots of fun this two days, those memories keep appear as video clip on my mind. Precious moment when be with you all, very sad to face that we graduated and separated into different place. I'm here to apologize, sorry if I done anything wrong or you all dislike among this whole year. Good luck for your future, wish you all success in life, keep in touch!! I will miss you all FSB01-711... =''(
