Feelings.....

Try to forget about it de, but just now go cut hair.

The girl chat with me about... She said, get your license?

Graduated already wor, plan to dye hair ah??  I was...

Walau eh!! My body temperature rise damn high in a sudden!!

This few days keep on argue with parents.

I dont know what's the problem with them.

I want go for those undang, amali stuff and dye hair. They disagree!!

Brain stuck huh?!! Ish~ Dad said, why wanna dye hair? Black isn't better?

I straight told in strong tone. I dislike black! See until sienz already. I must dye!!

He stil dare say again CANNOT!! What the hell?!  Why cant? Damn dulan~

I lazy ask the reson also, ask also they will ignore me de. I'm graduated!

No rules!! I can do whatever I want!! Dont try to control me anymore!!

Gosh! Just make me piss off~ Ok forget about it. I just wait until finish exam.

After that I see they still got what excuse dont let me do this and that. Hng!!

Well, tomorrow pot luck at Min Hua's house due to her birthday. ^^

Quite looking forward. Long time din have those party can play liao.

Haha...Erm...Just read xyan's blog. I only can use 'wow' to describe it.

Lol...Those memories sudden filled up my mind. Time pass damn fast wei.

Got a bit not use to it~ What I mean is cant see you all everyday liao.

After next tuesday BC exam. Can say bye to all of you already. : (

But I know we still can hang out frequen right?? But still not use to it.

Err...How I gonna express it out ah? Damn...I dont know how to say...Xp

The first day I step in this school, I meet you all. Its fate?? Those memories~

Wa~ I really cant accept that. We gonna leave our high school so fast. xD 

For my gang member, I mean who know me for 3years long......^^

Thanks for step in my life. Thanks for keep on tolerating me. I know it. 

And not to forget to say sorry about what I had did wrong this 3years.

If I did anythings wrong, please forgive me. I'm really glad to have you all.

Haha... Yesterday just saw back the birthday card you all give me this year.

Those letter inside, I read one by one non-stop...Xp  Got a bit sad? Weird~

Aiya, dont know how to describe the feels la. So, stop here la...Xp

Later people say me sot jo or geli...Xp  Just as what Ms.ng tease me...

Pearly, how come now you know talk such geli+touch things ah?! Lol...

Actually I also cant accept myself got that kind of thinking. Hahaha...

I though I'm cold blooded?? Wont so touch, sad and .....??  Argh~

Sot jo me. Dont know la. Ok! Should happy here. One more paper!!

After next Tuesday,  I totally finishED the stupid SPM!!! Wahahahaha...

6 more days to genting!!!  xD

In Between...

Now my mood is in between study and give up
for tomorrow Biology paper.

Spend few hours study biology today.
Work hard but dont get the result.

Study here, forget there. Much chapter to cover somemore!!
I hate it! Its drive me crazy!!! Argh!!!
Sudden though of what Ms.Ng say today. : (

Did you all feel that Biology cant last minutes study?
Hard to cover all? Will you ask your junior not to do so next time?

When I heard that I was...

Sooooo regret I din study every chapter earlier when teacher finish teach.

Ya!! Its true! For all juniors please do study once teacher finish a chapter.

Please dont regret after that. For me, I wish I could go back form4.

Then I can start my study again and no need so torturing me now.  : (

I know now talk those stupid things is too late!
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz... @.@
As what Catherine mention in her blog.  I had no mood study already.

My mind now all thinking about GENTING those stuff.
My heart gone...Xp (Someone please help break and keep it. Haha.)

Left the body exam here, but the heart dont know go where play already.

Lol... I'm fighting with my mind every seconds now. Its torture me.

Something I dont like to do but still have to force myself to do so.

Anyway, talk so much here also useless de!! 

So, tomorrow biology paper.

Good luck everyone!!!

God bless all of us...  : )

8 days to GENTING!!!!! XD

Twinkle of eyes......

As time pass REALLY fast. We had been settle 7 subjects. 

Still got Chemistry, Biology n BC to go. Yeah!! Freedom~

Erm...I dont feel like wanna talk about how's exam. Hehe...

So, finally have a small rest due to exam stop on Thursday.

And of cause it will be continue on Monday lar! Cham~ Xp

Today and yesterday seem like did nothing on study. : (

Keep on facebooking and play left 4 dead 2 this two days.

Want bit liao!! Play play play!! Xp  No mood study lar!! 

I also dont know why, I'm already in holiday mood. ><

A bit like wanna study de feel also din have. Cham liao~

The mind non-stop think of go here and there play. XD

Besides, this few days family keep on asking me go out.

They all scare I will get mad cause I keep on ignore them.

Hahaha...Seriously, realy got a bit wanna get mad lor me.

Cause its realy damn freaking boring stay alone everyday!

Walau...Always wanna stay at home ACT study! Hehe...

Besides, those ns hot topic flooded facebook again.

Yeeee..... KALYE get selected in first batch to Sabah!! 

Walau eh!! Sabah somemore?!! 'Envy'

Haiz...Suan liao, I want go also cant. Cause not be selected.

Hmm... Aunt told after SPM bring me go sing k. Lol...

Most important+surprise is she ask me bring along friend. 

And she still voice out the name for me. Walau eh~ Your friend eh?

Other than that, uncle said bring me to PD after SPM.

Condition : Bring along my friends too!! Wow~ Hehe...

Anyone interested? Ok then please contact 016-X0X00X0.

Lol... Sotplug me!! ( Due to too bored. ) Hahaha...

 

There's something happen on yesterday. SCARED ME!!

Some friendship problems lar. Its start with texting. : )

At night, I forget what's it about and how it start. @.@

(Actually is inconvenience to told out.) Privacy what~ Xp

Cham ler~ I make my friend cry again. 'Sob' 

You shockED me. Your tears can kill me. : (

I'm not realy MEAN that you are annoying. Trust me.

As you know, maybe my express way not good. Sorry...

Its my fault. You are not busybody, small gas and selfish.

Its mine problems. I cant manage the things well. : (

Just because of my body temperature sudden raise up. 

Then only I outta control, say out those can KILL people words.

As everyone know, I really impatient and weak in self controlling. Xp

I balia lar~ You are good. Nothing can complaint about.

I'm here to say sorry. Very sorry for that. Sorry!!

Ohya!! Not to forget thanks you to be my listener. 

Thanks for your comment, advise and suggestion.

Thanks for guiding me what to do next time...Xp

But dont forget, keep the secret! Hehe...

Anyone interested to know? Ok then please contact 999.

Lol... I really too bored here... Lame~ Hahaha...

11 days more to Genting!!! XD

Express HER feelings. =(

I left my blog for 5days??

Ohya, its full of spider web + dusty here...Xp

As time pass JUST fast. I had finish 4subjects. Hehe...

BM, BI and Math is ok, but HISTORY are NOT!!

I dissapointed? Speechless? on it... : (   ( WTH! )

Study so much end up didn't came out in exam.

Rolf! Grr~ "Gek Sei" me! First time study so much for history lerh.

Much untill break my own 5years record lor...Xp

See lar! This called work hard on it but still cant get result lar!

Ish... Eat shit lat history!!   @.@   X.X

(Anyone got Siva's hp num? Can text him for 'good' analysing work?)

Yup!! Went his seminar before exam. And Physic seminar at cekap.

I can make conclude here, those seminar were useless for me!

So, purposely phone Ms.Ng get an extra quick revision class.
Thanks much Ms.Ng Yoke Kean,  for the FOC class! : )

This time a bit different cause outsiders also can join. Hehe...

Ling Sze, Eelyn, Sharon and Carmen Heng got join!! Good! Xp

After Ms.Ng class, LS's dad fetch us supper.

Dont know the stall called what...Its nearby cekap there.

I bet most kepong and maluri's people also will know.

Ordered a bowl of mee for each of us except Lyn. (She's on diet? Xp)

Then some satay and some chicken wings.

In a sudden, we meet my aunt there also. 

She ordered 10pairs of chicken wings for us too.

We was shock to see that because all of us full liao.

Lol... All like compete to see who ate much chicken wings.

Ohya!! I found another Ms.chicken wings. Xp

Its Eelyn Tan! She geh geh there dont want eat but at last she eat MUCH! 

Hahahaha.... Ohya~ Thanks LS's dad fetch all of us back.

Well, 6 more subjects to go!! Tomorrow Pendidikan Moral. 

Its easy IF I manage to memorise all the 36 nilai.

Honestly, I DISLIKE memorise things! Can I say moral is hard?

Because its easy to get A if you can memorise all the nilai.

How about not? Then everyone getting A there except you lor?

Lol... Haha... So, what I mean is PMoral is just simple! 

Aiyoyo~ What I'm talking about? Sot already la me...Xp

Wednesday add.math, Thursday physic. This two days I will get mad.

Its hard!! Its killing me wei~ Especially add.math... : (

Ok. Here to wish again, all SPM candidates GAMBATEH!! 

ps : Anyone got any idea why people keep on headache this few days ah?? Cham lor~

15days to Genting!!! 

Hehehehehe...

SPM tomorrow!!! : (

Wow! I did not blog for a week, KINDA not use to it.
So now, I'm back!! For a while only~  : (


Wednesday
Wake up early in the morning because not feeling well.
Non-stop vomit from 8am-11am. Whole body no strength.
Then dad fetch went nearby clinic. I food poison. Ish~
So, very cham lar! Cant eat anything for 3days! @.@ 
Always porridge porridge n porridge!! Sienz~ : (
Thursday and Friday night attend Sejarah seminar.
Its good!! Seriously, it help me a lot! Thanks God~ ^^
Not to forget...Thanks MUCH to Ms.Yap Ling Sze!
Haha... She help me a lot also... : )


Friday
Went De Pastry lunch with her gang. (De Pastry again?? @.@)
Hmm...Got LS, Eelyn, Sharon, Carmen, Steph, Joel, TM, JK.
Well, Eelyn's driving skill was so SCARY~ Heartbeat increases!
But its funny, she not enough strength to pull the gear?? Haha...
Luckily, got TM help her...Xp First time see 2 people driving A car!
Awesome?! Hahahaha... : )


Sunday
Dad suddenly ask for badminton. So, we went starplus on 3pm-5pm.
Err...Because 3 of us go play badminton very weird. So... Hehe...
Ask LS along. We are so lasy to move. Actually is me only...Xp
Dont know why la, maybe eat too full on lunch, uncomfortable.
Oh!! Have to mention, LS this feler uncarefully wack my head!!
Walau eh~ Can hear the sound 'pong' behing my head. Gosh~
At the moment of cause pain lar. Haha... But nothing after that. 
So, just forget about it. : )  Thanks for your caring lor...Xp
Anyway, its a fun and tired day for me. : )


Tomorrow SPM!!! I nervous + panic the whole morning today.
I also dont know what happen to me! Oh gosh! Gonna crazy!
I sudden stress up! I scare?? I panic until dont know what to do!
Almost wanna cry this morning. PMR that time also din like that.
Huiyo! Listen up, Pearly Lim will not afraid to any exam!!
But except this time! : (   How come?! Maybe I care my result?!
Its good or bad for me?? Haiz... Relax~ God bless pls... : )
Thanks you for keep an ear on me, comfort me?? Xp  
Thanks for let me disturb all the time.  : )
Now feel better, not so stress and nervous + panic...Xp
I'm here to wish all my form5 friends....

ADD OIL!!
GAMBATEH!!!
DON'T GIVE UP UNTIL THE LAST MINUTES!!!!
WE WILL WIN THE 'WAR'!!!!!
GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!!!!!  : )

GRADUATION DAY....

Have a combined post here...Xp Damn wasting time this few days.

Its true to say that, I had less mood to study while SPM is nearer.

I also dont know why...Xp Who can help me?? God?! Lol...

Facing computer while day also wont sienz one. Geng me~!

I just cant control myself to study already. How? *Sad*

Well, I wont blog so often due to exam just NEAR us. 

Thursday 

It was Sharon’s birthday. Went LS house early in the morning. 

Her brother fetch us go pasar buy the super big tau fu fa…Haha…

Its size BIG until scary and when buying that time we damn paiseh!

Can imagine what’s other people reaction when saw this? Lol…

After that rush to school cause LS wanna attend her chinese class.

Me?! Loitering around with Jeat, small Carmen and Kheng Fai.

We had our breakfast (nasi lemak) at mamak stall...^^ 

Then 10.30am me and Jeat rush back school. Have to mention.... 

Thanks small Carmen and Kheng Fai help me walk around to buy the paper.

Realy san fu sai, thanks much…Xp

Friday

Yes!! I’m graduated?! Omg~ Its just like a dream. As time flies realy fast…

Yesterday was my graduation day which means our last day in school?!

So, early in the morning we had Majlis Restu at the new hall due to raining.

Everyone of us take turn shaking hand and hug teachers. Hehe…

Of cause we were crazy at taking photos too! ( please refers on facebook.)

Ohya! Had to mention, we got something like blessing ceremony at dewan.

Haha…Its quite funny. Follow those instruction by the monks?

Most of us cant follow what they say and repeat again. It make me laugh…

But I din laugh out loud ar!! ( I got respect A BIT...Xp ) Lol…

After that each of us got 3 yellow string to tied on our RIGHT hand.

I wonder why some people tied on their left hand with more than 3 string.

They don’t know follow instruction eh? Or don’t know different left and right?

Hahaha….. Erm... Hmm... Err... ><'''

LS's mum brought me a necklace. (Scary~)  Xp
Take a look on some hotos here.....

Hehehe... Its a letter "P"....Xp

Its realy shockED me...xD  Anyway, thanks auntie!!  : )

                  My best friends......Xp                                                              

 The gang...... : )

With Pn.Teh......xD

Yup~ Its ME!!  ^^

Wow......

Nice+special huh?! Edited by PEARLY LIM...Xp

Ok, Girls and guys!! 

Not to forget we left 10 days to SPM!!!!!

Nothing special.......

Well, have a short post here due to nothing happen.
Long time din post? Quite busy this few days la.
Busy writing ppl's essay lar!! Fuiyoh~So long...Xp
Actually not so sure busy doing what. (Dreaming~) 
All my friends are preparing for SPM! But me??
Haiz...Lazy to mention it again! Wait die la me!
Monday our gang went Xyan's house group study.
But Jeat and small Carmen special la. Nice lar~
Enjoying there...Xp They play game boy, piano...
Facebooking....Anythings~ So relax lar. *envy*.
Haha... We jiu cham ler stil need fight with SPM!!
I did study add.math there. They all study chemistry.
Thanks xyan's mum cook chao kuey tiao as lunch.
Carmen Heng's dad fetch me and small Carmen.
Around 6++pm, we backed.
Thanks carmen heng!! And thanks uncle!!  : )
Tomorrow I'm going to school. But 9am only go.
Because have some stuff to do la...Xp
And also after school got lunch with the gang...XD
I'm not dare to countdown SPM days lerh.
Its scare me! Its stree me up!! Faint~

We just left 13days to SPM!!!!!

难得......XD

心血来潮想打华语写部落格。因为有些东西不懂英语要怎样表达。

昨天是外公出殡的天，早上全家人早起身去殡仪馆准备送外公出山。

外公是基督教所以仪式很简单，没有很吵的"dong dong chang chang"。

对！我们全家都是佛教，只有外公是基督教。特别咧？！哈哈... 

所以我们对整个仪式都很陌生，很不熟悉，感觉怪怪，难以形容。

就顺从牧师说的话，造做罢了。每次都是唱下歌，哀悼，祷告。

听牧师讲圣经内的道理，家属演讲一小段，围着棺材走一圈。

就这样简简单单的仪式结束，真的简单，快，不吵闹，不麻烦。

出殡当天，也就是昨天早上，无意中发现以前ehsan的朋友有来！

她们是跟教堂的那班人来的，无论如何，我很感动+感激你们会来。

我超惊讶！还一路跟着我们送外公上山埋葬。谢谢！真的很谢谢！

终结来说，一切都搞定了。外公已经入土为安了。安息吧~

就如牧师所说的，一旦棺木买下了土地。外公就是另个世界的了。

我们无须伤心，外公移民了。去了天堂，有主在保护+照顾他。

人，来世界时，什么都没有，人，离开世界时也是什么都没有。

人，躺着来这个世界，也是躺着离开这个世界。这叫做循环。

人所谓的遗产，并不是钱财，而是他们的后代，他们的子孙。

一生人忙忙碌碌的经历生活旅程，到最后还是要躺在木箱内。

贫穷富有并不重要，钱财地位也不重要，重要是生活的过程。

这几句话，都是从牧师哪里学来的。蛮有道理一下。 哈哈...

所以，外公已经安息，回归主怀。我们不用伤心+牵挂了。

我们已是两个不同世界的了。无论如何，我还会记得你的外公。

在此奉劝一句，珍惜眼前人...... 別等到失去了才後悔~

好了，就在此为这些伤心的事告一段落。

今天跟我那群朋友去打羽毛球。这次算是最夺人的一次。开心~

但是不懂做么，今天状况不太好，发梦将！差到死~ 不甘心！

玩到不爽！哈哈... 过后我们一大班还一起去old town吃东西。

还很不小心的遇到熟人。父母的好朋友来的啦。哈哈哈......

过后连续去了几个朋友的家。今天所计划的东西都没成功。

嗨~  别提了，这就是命运！哈哈...... ==  噢，对！突然想起！

今天打完羽毛球后，Jeat Yinn突然给我们每人几张纸? 信?

是写关于每个人的回忆，点点滴滴。老实说，看了瞒感动。

谢谢！我不会忘记你们的！即时毕业了，还会保持联络。

好了，写部落格打华语真的不容易。所以，废话就少说了。

朋友们！！考试来临！！大家加油！做好最后的准备！！

一场血淋淋的战争还在迎接着我们！最后冲刺！祝大家好运！

很奇怪的形容法。哈哈.... 如果有语病很多，请原谅。 

17days to SPM!!!!

Mixed..........

Finally have a nice sleep yesterday. : ) Hmm...Grandfather's funeral is ok.

Its will held 3days on Jinjang Selatan "jek xin tong". Tonight is last night.

Nothing to talk much about it. Its quite weird n special? For me only...

This my first time got relation pass away ma. No experience before lerh. 

So...Its weird when I'm being nothing there. Fat mou there! Nothing do.

Luckily got food eat...^^ Very special lerh, why funeral got things eat de?

Just like people's party?? Sot~ Lol... Got chicken wings! dessert, mihun... 

And thanks someone keep on texting with me, scare me fat mou there...Xp

Yesterday I got go school cause already agree go lunch with my gang.

We have our lunch in Tesco, KFC...^^  Of cause got take many picture la.

Its very fun and thanks you all for giving an enjoyable day. Thanks much! 

U guys are awesome! : ) XYan and Big Carmen cry lerh. Dont like that le.

Make me felt sad also. We will never forget you de la. Dont worry much~

I'm happy to know you all......^^  Our memories will always in my mind.

Permenant file lerh...Under protected one...Cant delete de...Haha... =='''

Ok! Somethings IMPORTANT almost forget to mention out here. 

KYee n LS brought camera to school. Last day ma, take photo lo.

Besides, Cat them still brought school uniform? to let all of us sign...Xp

Someone just took dy 117pic but dont know why without with me de!!!

Ish... LYenn, SRui and PTing awesome good! Like that called friend!

Haha...Automatic ask me take photo with them. (Learn people la ooi!)

Lol... Ok la... Better dont take so much already later I cham only....

Hahahaha......Ohya! tonight Ms.Ng will come grandfather's funeral.

Thanks to all the people who care of it. Thanks peopleS!!  : )

19days to SPM!!!

Grandfather passed away... : (

Today around 4pm received aunt's call. Aunt is crying while talk with me.
She told that grandfather had pass away. I'm tuitioning that time.
Let Ms.Ng say I disturb her class cause answer phone.
Honestly, actually that time I got a bit boh song lor.
Like that say me...  : (    Very sad + angry la.
But forgive her since she dont know what happen on me.
Ya! I'm guilty. I feel guilty!! I din have the last chance to see him.
I regret~  Sorry ah gong!! Sorry... Please forgive me... 555...
Sorry...Very sorry... : (  I'm not purposely dont wanna go visit you de.
But just dont have the chance. Sorry ah gong. Please forgive me.
Rest in peace...Please accept my condolence.
Sudden flash back many memories with ah gong.
Sad~ He treat me very good.
When I was small that time, he always get me what I want.
He treat me very good. Even others cousin or my sister.
My grandfather also din treat them as good as me. 
Ah gong, you are the best! Realy very sorry ah gong!
I'll miss you ah gong~ : (  5555.... @.@  X.X  Very sad ar!!
Now I know, even I stand infront of you, you also dont know already la.
Haiz...Sad of it...Dont leave me lar ah gong! Dont dam dai us!! Its....555...
Ok. Since its already happen. We should face the fact right?
Dont worry ah gong! We will be happy. Stay a good life.
Wont let you worry of us. Argh! God ah~ My sadness who knows??
I'm just act nothing infront of you all only. Haiz...
Tonight sleep at dad's office due to everyone is staying grandfather there...
Take turns "Shou ye"?? So, just me and my dad have a chance to sleep.
Actually I cant go school tomorrow de. But its my last day. I beg them...
Of cause all my family member allow me absent a day. Thanks!  Xp
So, tomorrow night my turns to stay there. I will damn boring there lerh.
Ohya, when I saw the picture mum's brother show me.
I feel very scare... X.X  Dont know why... Cham~~
Its grandfather sleep in coffin's picture. Washeh... Scary~  @.@
Maybe I feel guilty and very sory to him?? Until I not dar to face him?
Please DONT let me feel scare...Sorry ah gong...God bless me...Xp
Besides, mum and aunt all cry like hell... Cheer up~  : )
Ok, Suan la. Its pass....
I should concentrate in my study right??  Yup!!   : )

21days to SPM!!!!